The end of an era

Friday was my last day of work.  It was truly bittersweet.  I am really looking forward to spending the summer with peanut and cookie, but I was not ready for the uncertainty of not having a job in a few months.  Everyone says that I will get a job and I desperately want to believe that, but with each resume I send (I am well over 100), I feel less sure that everyone is right.  I am going to trust that God has a plan for me and will show me the light now that I have closed this chapter in my life. 
Each day last week, there were tears with most tears on Friday as I walked out of the building for the last time.  I drove home as the tears streamed down my face and I prayed that there would be a silver lining somewhere in this moment.  
I am still looking for that silver lining, but for now I will enjoy the summer with my children.  I will keep looking for my next job adventure and try my best to enjoy the journey.  However, the best part of it all is that I do not need to set an alarm for tomorrow.  Yippee!